July 2009
- Bella: are you going to tell me how you stopped the van?
- Edward: yeah. uhm… i had an adrenaline rush. it’s very common, YOU CAN GOOGLE IT.
- Boy: (waiting for the bus) . . .
- Girl: has the bus come yet?
- Boy: If the bus came, would I be f*cking standing here?
Missing Chamberlain
JUNE282009. Waahh. Chamberlain is lost! Yep. She’s lost. My little cute stuffed pet, which is a cow. (i love cows haha, but only stuffed cows :) ). Been looking for her at almost 30 mins. T_T Still can’t find her. NASAAN SI CHAMBERLAIN?? Kakabili ko lang sa kanya last week (kasi si Clairmonde, yung kapatid ni Chamberlain, kinuha ng gelpren ko. kea hayun, bumili ako ng bago na kapareho ni Clairmonde. Haha. Binalikan ko talaga sa mall kung saan ko nabili si Clairmonde XD) anyway, right now hindi ko parin makita si Chamberlain. Nasaan na kea yun? Saan ko kea siya nailagay? Damn it!! I’m missing Chamberlain. Pls. get out from where you are. I really really super duper want you right now!
Btw, you know what, I always keep a little stuffed pet at my pocket, it’s like my companion every time because at school, I trusted nobody ^_^ Yep, I have my not-so friends there. Fake friends. I only got few friends whom I can trust there, really. Although isa akong palakaibigan, palabiro at nagbibigay-saya sa mga kaklase ko, still I chooses whom I will trust the most. I think there will only be 4 of them. Haha. That’s also the reason why I created my imaginary friends :) They’re the only one who really understand me and stand for me on every problems. :) :)
“ Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember. Always remember the sound of the stereo. The dim of the soft lights. The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers. And the time on the clock, when we realized “It’s so late!” And this walk that we share together. The streets were wet, and the gate was locked, So I jumped it, and i let you in. And you stood at your door, with your hands on my waist. And you kissed me like you meant it. And I knew…that you meant it. That you meant it… that you meant it.. And i knew that you meant it.. that you meant it. ”
—Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional
it was the best
The day when I called you mine,
made our both worlds interwined.
Your smile that let the stars fall from the sky
had made me delay death when I gradually die.
But when the day you said goodbye,
above me, heaven shed tears and gray skies cry.
I never thought this caused too much pain,
my heart broke, leaving my shirt a bloodstain.
When jealousy is a bat flapping around my ears,
I could do nothing but sew my eyes and kill my fears with shears.
I should move on and let you go,
even if it’s killing me, though.
In my thoughts, I will always never erase
the day with you that I never, ever waste.
from all your lies that once my blind eyes never missed,
“I LOVE YOU” was the best.
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just a simple poem i made, created by the power of my imagination when boredom casted my soul at my bedroom. XD neh, no connection on my life, not broken after all, just bored :) :)
